Frank is Emptiness

February 5th, 2024

The following letter from me (or an edited version thereof) was published in yesterday’s edition of the Milwaukee Journal Sentinel.

“Over the years, I have participated in numerous public protests. In fact, I was arrested at an anti-war demonstration back in 2017 for civil disobedience. I don’t go to these events anymore partly because I don’t see them as being particularly useful. Yes, a massive demonstration can be impressive and inspiring, but its effects are usually ephemeral. I suspect this will be the case with the current pro-Palestinian rallies.  

We live in the United States of ADHD. A raucous protest might be reported by the media and catch the eye of the public, but Americans are easily distracted by the next shiny object that comes along. A demonstration is a wakeup call, a chance to alert people that a problem exists. That is all it can do. 

In order to change minds and hearts about an issue, it is necessary for dialogue. Those who are promoting a cause need to talk with other people, not just at them. That requires time, hard work, and patience. It is so much easier to just scream slogans on the street. “

February 2nd, 2024

When I was a cadet at West Point, ages ago, I was required to take a semester-long class on ThermoFluid Dynamics. I don’t why I needed to take this course, and it doesn’t much matter anymore. In any case, I studied hard, passed my exams, and promptly forgot nearly everything I had been taught. In my fuzzy memories of the course, I seem to recall that there were mathematical ways to predict the motion of a fluid, whether it be a liquid or a gas. I distinctly remember is that, if the fluid became turbulent, then all bets were off. Turbulence precludes the possibility of knowing what a fluid would do. At that point, the answer to the equation becomes a big question mark.

A few years later, when I was at flight school and learning the basic physics involved with aviation, the subject of turbulence came up again. This time I paid a bit more attention because turbulence has a direct impact on how well a helicopter can fly. For an airfoil, be it the wing of an airplane or the rotor blade on a helicopter, to produce lift, it requires a smooth flow of air underneath it. Turbulent air does not produce lift, which means the aircraft cannot stay aloft. This is a big deal to an aviator.

Years later, I read “Chaos”, a book by James Gleick. I should say that I attempted to read it, because a lot of the mathematics in the book was over my head. The book was about chaotic systems, of which turbulence is one. Chaotic systems like the weather or road traffic have hidden patterns, feedback loops, and are incredibly complex. These systems are sometimes stable, and then suddenly they’re not.

The weather is an example of a system that can change at a moment’s notice. On the other hand, the Great Red Spot on the planet Jupiter is an example of a chaotic system that has lasted at least since 1831. The atmosphere of Jupiter is in constant turmoil, yet this massive high-pressure system has persisted for almost two centuries. The point is that, even in the most chaotic environments, an island of stability can exist.

I tend to think that the human brain is a chaotic system. There is probably nothing in the universe that is more complex. Even when the organ functions properly, there are moments of unpredictability. Now, what happens if you take the brain and put it on drugs? It won’t look like an egg frying in a pan, but it will be definitely chaotic.

I have a friend who worked as a bouncer in his youth. We talked about drunks. His comment was, “You can’t reason with these people!”

Indeed.

Having dealt with drunks, and having been one, I can attest to the fact that somebody who is drunk or high is highly unpredictable. I know from experience that you cannot tell what will happen next with that person. The individual is chaos incarnate.

So, what do you do with somebody who is using? How do you keep the person from injuring themselves or someone else?

You can’t fight chaos with chaos. Somebody needs to stay calm and rational. That is difficult to do, especially if the person using is acting out of control. Sometimes, and I’ve done it, you have to call the cops. Sometimes, you get lucky, and you guess the hidden pattern underneath the chaos.

I got lucky a couple days ago. Somebody who I know well was drunk. The person really needed to go someplace and sleep it off, and that place was not at the individual’s current location. I had a few times in the past taken this person to a motel to stay overnight.

After quietly explaining that they really needed to settle down, I asked them, “So, what do you want to do?”

The person pondered for a moment and sighed. They replied,

“Go to a motel, I guess.”

“Do you want me to take you?”

“Yeah.”

I found the Great Red Spot.

January 27th, 2024

Room 146 is the Preliminary Courtroom for Milwaukee County. Compared to the pre-preliminary courtroom I saw a couple weeks ago; it didn’t look that bad. I mentioned my observation to the young woman whom I was accompanying to her court appearance today. She looked around, and then told me,

“Yeah, but this courtroom is inside the county jail building.”

That’s disconcerting idea, especially when the county jail might very well be the next stop for a person after their court appearance. I keep forgetting that this young woman is on a signature bond and is currently “out of custody”. It would not take much for her to transition to “in custody”, and she knows it. A few weeks ago, she fell into that latter category, and it was not a pleasant experience.

There was a couple dozen people waiting to enter the courtroom. Almost all of them were Black. There were only three white defendants. Most of the other white persons in attendance were lawyers, mostly public defenders. The court commissioner and most of the folks working in the courtroom were Black. Half of the police there were Black. The young woman and I were part of a small white minority.

Today was the woman’s second court date. She is charged with “battery on a police officer”, which is a felony, and it tends to get people’s attention. She is staring at possible prison time, and that makes each appearance a time of anxiety and stress. Nobody tells her what will happen during her court appearance, and perhaps nobody actually knows. The original plan was for her to make a plea today, but that didn’t happen. The public defender’s office had not assigned her a lawyer, so her hearing was adjourned for cause. Until she gets counsel, she won’t enter a plea. Until she enters a plea, her case cannot move forward.

The uncertainty is overwhelming, both for the young woman and for anyone else who cares about her future. She can’t make any long-term plans, and neither can I. She has a very young son, and he needs her. My wife and I care for this boy fulltime, so we also have skin in the game.

We kind of figured that nothing would get resolved at this preliminary hearing, but we didn’t know that. From our experience with the criminal justice system, damn near anything can happen, and it often does. There was a question in my mind about whether the young woman would be coming back with me or if I would be alone in the car on the ride home.

In a sense, the young woman dodged a bullet this afternoon. She is still free to spend time with her son. She can still go to her treatment sessions. Within certain limits, she can do whatever she wants. I bought Chinese takeout food after we got home. We sat around the table and ate. We laughed and joked. The young woman and her son had fun together. It was like we had collectively exhaled a sigh of relief. We can live relatively normal lives for a while.

She won’t see the inside of that courtroom for another three weeks, and then the legal process resumes. In the days before her next court appearance, the anxiety and tension will build in the house. It will reach a fever pitch on her court date. I will take her to that room again, and once again she will roll the dice. She got away this time, but the next visit may end very differently. In the end, whenever that is, some version of justice will prevail, and she will face the consequences of her actions.

She won’t dodge the bullet forever.

January 26th, 2024

The title of this essay is a Latin aphorism that roughly translates in English to “Of the dead nothing but good is to be said.” The statement is attributed to Chilon of Sparta. The idea behind the words is that it is unfair to malign the dead, since they have no opportunity to respond the criticism or to defend themselves. That’s true. However, refraining from censuring the dead is also a bit awkward.

I met with a friend of mine two days ago. We get together every week or two to sit and talk and share a couple beers. We worked at the same company for almost thirty years. When we meet, we talk about the sort of things that old men usually discuss: grandkids, health problems, and fallen comrades.

It so happened that I had heard that morning from another person about a fellow coworker who was on his death bed. I told my friend about him. We had both worked with the man for years, and we knew him well. After I mentioned the guy’s condition, my friend and I became quiet for a while.

I finally admitted to my friend that I had nothing positive to say about the dying man. My friend then related a story to me about an experience he had years ago with the soon to be departed person. It was not a pleasant tale, and my friend grew upset as he told me about the incident. I felt depressed. Death is always sad. It’s worse when the individual on his way out is not going to be missed.

I have been to funerals where people truly celebrated the life of the dead person. I have been to gatherings where mourners exchanged bittersweet stories about the departed, and their voices were full of sorrow and affection. There are people for whom it is easy to recall happy events. Their lives brought joy to others, and they are deeply missed when they leave this world.

Other people die, and the survivors have to cherry pick memories. They have to separate the happy times from the bad old days. I have been to funerals where that has happened. It might take a little effort, but generally the survivors can remember some good things about the dead person.

I have attended a couple funerals where the mourners took the Latin dictum to heart, and they did not speak ill of the dead. Instead, they said nothing at all. That is tragic and horrifying in a way. Silence can also be an effective means of condemnation. At those events, the feeling seemed to be: “Let’s get this over with.” The deceased is quickly buried and just as quickly forgotten.

I will eventually have my turn. I suspect that I won’t much care what people say about me after I am dead. I would prefer if they just spoke the truth, if they choose to speak at all.

January 18th, 2024

It happened during the summer of 1978, but I can’t remember exactly when it was. I was attending a three-week-long class at the Northern Warfare Training Center at Fort Greeley, Alaska. It had to be sometime around the summer solstice because it never got dark. It never got hot either. The NWTC was up near the Arctic Circle, close to Fairbanks. Even in summer, a long sleeve shirt or a jacket was necessary.

The military training was divided into three parts. The first week consisted of learning how navigate a small boat on the Tanana River. The second week was spent learning to do rock climbing and rappelling. The third week was spent on the glacier. We hiked on the glacier, crossed crevasses, and got sunburned from the glare off the ice. The Delta River flowed from the lower edge of the glacier. One day we did a river crossing. That was all we did that day.

The Delta River is narrow and shallow, at least where it is close to its source. The water in the river flows rapidly and is cloudy and white from all the fine silt in it. A heavy-duty cable had been strung across the stream, and each member of the class needed to hook on to the cable and ford the river. It didn’t take long to make the crossing, but the effects of the experience were long lasting.

Basically, the water flowing in the river had just recently been ice. It came right off the glacier. I remember that I took maybe a dozen steps before I went numb below the waist. After that, I shuffled along unable to feel my legs. On the far side of the river was a small campfire which was more for show than anything else. My clothes were soaked with freezing water, just like everyone else’s were. We all shivered until an Army bus picked us and took us back to our barracks. Everybody took a steamy hot shower and collapsed in their bunk. That was the end of the day’s training.

Now, forty-five years later, I wonder what the purpose of that episode was. Since it was Army training, there didn’t need to be a good reason for fording a frigid river. There didn’t need to be any reason at all. Perhaps, it was all about giving each student some firsthand experience with hypothermia. If that was the goal, the training was a complete success. We all learned that hypothermia sucks.

I have spent most of my life in Wisconsin, which implies that I have some understanding of how to function in the cold. When I was young, I went sledding and tobogganing. I made a feeble attempt to ski. I participated in outdoor activities, even ice fishing, which I have been told is one of the first signs of insanity. However, at this point in my life, I can barely tolerate the cold. I do not hate it enough to move south, but I no longer enjoy freezing my ass off.

I worked for decades as a supervisor on the loading dock of a trucking company in Wisconsin. The dock was not heated, so the environment of my workplace was exactly the same temperature as the outside of the building. In winter that meant it was cold. I used to dread the last part of January and the first few weeks of February. Almost without fail, there would be a week when the temperatures never got above zero. That’s brutal, just brutal.

Cold weather over an extended period of time is hard on machines and harder on people. If it gets cold enough, trucks and forklifts won’t run. During extremely frigid weather, we had one guy spend his entire shift just starting tractor for the drivers. Even if we plugged forklifts into the facility’s electrical outlets to keep the batteries charged, some of them still would not start. Often, before a truly cold night, we would park as many forklifts as possible into the heated maintenance shop. Then we knew that at least some of the jeeps would run.

The dockworkers, and I, wore as much clothing as we could to stay warm. That was a losing battle. After eight to ten hours out on the dock, even with frequent breaks for coffee or soup, a person starts to get hypothermia. You can feel it in your bones. There is a stiffness and fatigue that simply does not go away. There is a weariness that sucks the life out of a person.

I retired partly because I couldn’t handle the winter work anymore. So, when it gets crazy cold outside, like it is now, I stay inside. I will go out briefly to run an errand or get the mail, but I don’t go out on the tundra unless I have to do so. I am blessed to have a warm house. Some people don’t have that.

Today, in the Milwaukee area, there was a high temperature of two degrees. That’s the high temperature. It was eleven below last night. I read the news this morning. Three homeless men were found dead in the local area from hypothermia. One of them was my age and they found his body under a bridge. That’s unacceptable. Nobody in this country should freeze to death in winter. Nobody. That’s a horrible way to die.

I have some small idea of what that might be like.

January 16th, 2023

Look at the picture. What do you see? More to the point, what do you notice first? What catches your eye? How do you react?

I have sent a copy of this photo to probably one hundred people already, and I have received a variety of responses. Most of the recipients already know the identity of the child in the picture. They remark on the radiance of the boy’s smile or on the joy in his eyes. One woman remarked,

“I like the irony of the freedom in his eyes and the plastic thing on the doorknob!!!”

What people have told me about the picture perhaps has less to do with the image than it does with what is within themselves. Maybe they project whatever is truly important to them on to portrait of the little boy. Maybe he is like a mirror for them. Perhaps some of them don’t really see the lad at all.

A young man who is originally from Syria wrote to me,

“He looks amazing with cap. Many Muslims wear kind of the same cap.”

That’s what I thought too. I looked at the boy, and I immediately thought to myself,

“He looks just like one of the kids from Gaza.”

He does. The little man could easily be one of the children currently being traumatized in the war. The difference is that this boy is smiling. The children in the pictures from Gaza generally are not smiling.

What a difference the golden cap makes! Like magic, it draws our attention, and it causes us to put the kid into a mental pigeonhole. His image conjures up certain emotions. The cap encourages us to judge the boy, without ever having met him.

The truth is that I know this young man. I know him very well. He’s my three-year-old grandson, Asher. He’s Catholic boy with a Jewish name and Muslim cap. He’s more than that, much more. Asher is smart and strong and a trickster. He is loving and passionate and headstrong. No photo can ever capture who he truly is.

Likewise, no picture or video on the news can do justice to the children in Gaza. In a matter of seconds, we make snap decisions about who they are and if we should give a damn about them. We should take a bit more time.

We don’t know them.

January 12th, 2024

I wrote this letter to the editor. It was published this morning by the Chicago Tribune

It is an American tradition to shout from the rooftops that the United States is the greatest country on earth. It is apparently also a tradition for Americans to react with shock and dismay when large groups of people cross our borders because they want to live in the greatest country on earth. We can’t have it both ways. 

Currently, thousands of migrants are coming across our southern border in search of a better life. This is a chaotic and confusing situation for American citizens and for the migrants. However, it does not need to be this way. Instead of regarding these newcomers as threats and liabilities, we could view them as assets to our nation, and treat them accordingly.  

The fact is we have a chronic labor shortage, and America’s birthrate is not sufficient to alleviate that shortage, not now and not in the future. Jobs go begging. Employers in our country bitterly lament the lack of workers. The migrants entering the United States could be the workers that we need. They probably won’t make a seamless transition into the work force, but they are motivated, and they are here. 

Vet these people. Give them job permits and get them to work. We need them. They are a godsend.  

January 3rd, 2023

“There are some (places) you go into-in this line of work-that you know will be heavy. The details don’t matter. All you know, for sure, is that your brain starts humming with brutal vibes as you approach the front door. Something wild and evil is about to happen; and it’s going to involve you.” – Hunter S. Thompson

The Milwaukee County Safety Building in downtown is such a place. That seems a bit odd, but it’s true. A person walking onto the premises immediately senses that this will not be an enjoyable visit. The first thing that confronts the individual is one of the ubiquitous metal detectors that grace the entrances of almost all public facilities that house law enforcement offices. The message it gives is: “We don’t trust you.”

I struggled with the metal detector. After emptying my pockets, I walked through the detector which immediately beeped and flashed red. A stern Black lady told me to raise my arms so she could wave her wand across my body. She determined that the problem was with my shoes.

She ordered me to take off my work boots. I did. She told me,

“Turn them over so I can see the soles. Lift up your pants legs. Let me see your socks. Okay, you can put your shoes back on.”

And welcome to the Safety Building.

I was taking a young woman to her court appearance. It was to be held in a room on the second floor of the building. We took the elevator up one floor and came out into a long, winding corridor. “Drab” does not begin to describe the scene. The hallway had no windows. The color scheme was monochromatic. There was a kind of grey, faux marble wainscoting on the lower half of the walls. The upper portion was painted a dull white. The black office doors were almost all closed. Some had peep holes. The linoleum on the floor looked like something that was stylish when Eisenhower was president. There were no pictures hanging anywhere. Milwaukee County apparently hired an interior decorator from North Korea.

Completely out of place, was a small, brightly colored shelf next to the wall. Above it was a sign that read, “Emma’s Garden. Take what you want, leave what you can.” The shelf contained some used children’s books and some ragged stuffed animals. It was a tiny display of humanity in a building utterly devoid of it.

The young woman found the door to the court room. Like most of the others, it was locked. There was a bulletin board next to the door. It held several notices, none of which were comforting. One paper described the things not to do in the court room: don’t use a cell phone, don’t wear a hat, don’t read a newspaper. The overall message was that you have to be here, but you won’t like it.

The woman’s hearing was scheduled to start at 1:15. Nobody was allowed into the room until 1:00. We weren’t the first ones there. There were other people already standing outside the door waiting for the show to start. The atmosphere was heavy with anxiety and resignation. Everybody there had received a summons, and they all knew that they were in some way screwed. Each person was charged with a crime, and each one potentially faced jailtime, probation, and/or fines. Nobody was walking out of the building unscathed. That was guaranteed.

Eventually the bailiff opened the door and ordered his assembled guests to line up single file against the wall. Then they could enter the room to check in. After they checked in, they needed to go out to the hallway again and take a seat. It was kind of like going to the DMV, but not as friendly. There were a dozen folks in the line. Of those, seven were Black, four Latinos, and one white woman. I knew her. Keep in mind that every person there was accused of a crime, but none had been convicted. They were all innocent until proven guilty. However, they weren’t dressed well, and they didn’t have a high-powered attorney at their side. There was no reason for the bailiff to show them more than a modicum of respect.

Time crawled by. The wheels of justice turned slowly, and we noticed that. A young lady set up a makeshift office in the corridor. One by one, she called out a name and spoke with whoever answered. She would say,

“Hi, I’m from the office of the public defender. I would like to see if you qualify for a public defender. Would that interest you?

Almost without exception, it did interest the person.

The young woman with me waited. She, like most everyone else, stared at the screen of her smart phone. There was nothing else to look at. I mentioned the decor on the hallway. She gave me a weak smile, and said,

“Maybe it’s just a taste of things to come.”

Ah,yes…she’s been in prison. She knows.

The young woman and I were worried. We did not know how things would play out. This was her first court appearance for her particular offense. She was charged with battery on a police officer, which is kind of breathtaking when you think about it. We had already made tentative plans about what to do if the judge said to her,

“I think you should hang around for a while.”

This was not just paranoia. A couple had walked in a little late. The woman was edgy. Her partner looked exhausted. She went into the courtroom and did not walk out. The man shuffled over to a chair and slumped down into it. He looked rough. His eyes were red slits sunken deeply into their sockets. He had red splotches on his face. The guy was emaciated. He had that gaunt appearance usually only seen with concentration camp survivors or meth users.

After a while, the bailiff came out and beckoned to the man. The guy got up. The bailiff handed the man a clear plastic bag with some items in it. The man looked at it blankly. He asked the bailiff,

“Where is she?”

The bailiff replied, “She’s in jail.”

“In jail?”

“Yes. She has another court date. Uh, let me get it for you.”

The bailiff came back and handed the man a scrap of paper. The guy with the ruby red eyes tried to read it. The bailiff returned to the courtroom and the man stood there alone with a bag in his hand.

The man took his girlfriend’s belongings out of the bag and shoved them into his pockets. He blew air into the bag and loudly popped it. There was no reaction from anyone. He turned around and said to himself,

“Cocksucking bitch ass mother fuckers.”

He stumbled down the hallway repeating his mantra. His words echoed as he walked into the distance.

Wild and evil.

A tall, well-muscled Black man sat near to me. He was on the phone. He too was troubled. I caught bits of his conversation:

“Man, I don’t know what’s going to happen here…well, they say I missed a court date in December…yeah, I might go to jail…what I’m telling you is that if you don’t hear from me for a couple hours, I need you to get your ass down here and bail me out…no, I don’t know how much it will be…yeah, okay, bye.”

Wild and evil.

My young woman got called to talk with a public defender. He was a heavyset guy with a rumpled shirt and loose tie. They talked in another makeshift cubicle in the hallway. I could hear them. I’m everyone else could too. Then they went into the courtroom.

Eventually, she came back out, holding some papers in her hand. she said,

“I’m out on a signature bond.”

That’s a win.

“I have another court date in two weeks.”

That’s not.

I asked her, “So, how was it?”

“Okay. There was a guy in there because he was starving animals.”

Okay, battery on a cop is one thing, but being charged for starving animals?”

Wild and evil.

We’ll be back.

January 4th, 2024

The following is a letter I sent to the LA Times. They published it today.

“I have friends who are Palestinian. I have Israeli friends. The cost of this war for residents of the Gaza Strip is extremely high. The price that the Israelis are paying is also exorbitant, although they may not realize yet how much this fight will cost them.

My oldest son fought in Iraq as a member of the U.S. Army. There, he participated in urban warfare, kicking in doors and clearing out buildings. He killed at least one man up close and personal. My son came back changed, and not in a good way.

Israeli soldiers are doing exactly the kind of bloody work my son did in Iraq. They will come home after the war damaged in mind and spirit, if not physically injured. 

Israel may win this war, but in many ways, it will be a pyrrhic victory. They might very well have an entire generation of young people return maimed in some way. I have seen how that can happen.”

December 28th, 2023

Last week, I went out for coffee with a friend. We’ve known each other for a long time, probably twenty years or more. She is an intelligent woman, well-read and thoughtful. We met as part of a Bible study group years ago, and we have maintained contact ever since that time. We don’t get together very often. She has health issues to manage, and I have to care for my toddler grandson fulltime. So, it was interesting to have a face-to-face conversation with her.

As we sipped coffee and caught up on personal stuff, I felt intense fatigue. Asher, the toddler, had had a rough night, and I had been up and down with him for most of it. Caffeine was no longer really a stimulant. It was simply a diuretic. I was tired and edgy. My friend recognized that.

Our conversation turned to the current war between Israel and Hamas. I explained to her that I knew both Palestinians and Israelis, and this particular conflict was difficult for me. I could understand the arguments on both sides of the struggle. I told her that I was appalled by the bloodshed and destruction.

At some point, she stated matter-of-factly,

“The last step required for the Second Coming is for the Jews to return to Israel.”

I was surprised for a moment, and then I was annoyed. I told her,

“I don’t care.”

She smiled sweetly and said, “It’s all part of biblical prophecy.”

“I still don’t care.”

We moved on to other subjects. She sensed my irritation. I had the same sort of reaction years ago when we were in the Bible study group. There were several people in that circle who were obviously fascinated with eschatology, the study of the end times. They were constantly scrutinizing Scripture for hidden clues about the Apocalypse. They were eagerly looking forward to the day when the Lord would return and straighten everything out.

The interest in eschatology is nothing new to Christianity. The earliest disciples of Jesus expected him to come back any day, and they struggled when he didn’t return promptly. The medieval times, there was the belief that Jesus would show up in the year 1000, the end of the first millennium. Once again, he was busy doing other things. Basically, in every generation, there have been people convinced the Savior was on his way here. Apparently, he is still on his way.

Christians aren’t the only people looking for the Messiah. Jews await the arrival of the Mashiach, who is not Jesus. Some of them closely examine the Torah, hoping to find out where and when their Messiah will arrive. Their efforts have been as successful as those of their Christian brethren.

A friend from the synagogue told me a story about this sort of thing. It goes like this:

There was an old Jewish woman who lamented, “Christians and Jews, we argue too much about the Mashiach. This is what we should do. When the Mashiach arrives, if he says to us, ‘Good to see you all again’, well, then the Christians were right. But, if he says, ‘Let me introduce myself’, then we were right!”

The obsession with the end times bothers me for a couple reasons. First, it seems so fatalistic. Second, it seems callous. When somebody talks to me about the end times, in particular in conjunction with the slaughter that is occurring in Gaza, it sounds like they are saying,

“It is all preordained. Don’t worry about it. Just sit back and watch the show. “

I have never heard a person talk about eschatology who wasn’t convinced that they were going to be on the winning team. All the suffering and tribulation is for the unbelievers and other sinners. Nobody with anything on their conscience wants to hear about the end times. They aren’t eager for the hammer to come down.

I have spent years with a Zen Buddhist community. That probably qualifies me as one of the people who will not fare well during the end times, but I have learned much from the Buddhists. They never talk about eschatology, because they don’t believe that there are any end times. The cycles of life and death continue endlessly. In Zen the focus is not on a possible future event. The focus is on the here and now. The fundamental question is: “What am I doing right now?”

I can relate to that question. Especially since I am one of Asher’s fulltime caregivers, I live in the moment. I don’t have the time or the energy to speculate about humanity’s last days. I am concerned with caring for the people I love right now. The future will take care of itself if I do my job today.

I am not the only person who thinks this way. Martin Luther once said,

“If I knew the world were coming to an end tomorrow, I would still go out and plant my three apple trees today.”

I don’t have any apple trees to plant, but I have a little boy to raise.